Tuesday, August 11, 2009

oh tidak

otw to pocket C..
awl lg kot nk wat medical check up
dpn pocket c
nmpk x org tu kuarkn pe?
huda, cuak x?
org cuak ni..
takut seyh nk ambek darah
huda: org pun.ahak!
xlme kemdian..
huda, saket x?
sssakit, saket la gak..
gosh2.ni wat takut ni
jgn jerit sudah, mlu seyh...rmi org ni..
ouchh!!saket2..huk3..nyesal2!!
xnk ambek drh dh..minx2 ni plg last
td pun dh ckup malu, nsb baek ade huda.haish
while waiting for da bus..
huda, tgk bdk tu..
lg trok drpd kte kot!!
haahha..mnjerit n siap kne pgg smbil nanges2 lg..
hahahahahaha
ooops!!t'gelakkn org laen plak!
(bangge sbb x sterok tu n dgr cte ade bdk pengsan mse ambek darah.haha)
ble jp tbe2 bg fly..
mcu lg?shoooot!!
xkn nk ambek drh n wt xray again??
adoyai..abez la drh den, n cell2 dlm bdn ni..haish
mse xckup, so t'pkse 'b'sdekah' d prvte hosptl
twin towers mdcl cntre..
n of course mengajak sum1 to tmn..
n si die dpakse utk ponteng claz ptg smate2 utk tmn sy..haha
cuak yg teramat, pg la juga wat 2nd mcu
mse ambek drh, mmg mrayu suro org tu wat jgn saket sgt..
bce bismillah n terjerit la gak!
mane x nye, mamat yg cucuk tu pun cm t'agak2.
dh la b4 tu psycho2 kate saket..haish
mak oi, slh cucuk kg cnfrm sket gle ni..
argghh..saket..saket..
taubat2..xnk wat mcu dh..
ni mke sure kne jd last one
tp...
langit xslalunye indh
for visa pun kne wat mcu lg..
coz canadians are very strict
huk3.
cn u imgne 3mdcl check ups within one mnth??
bks mntoux yg lme pun ade lg, tp kne wt 3rd mcu dh..
haish..duit abez, darah pun abez..
xyah nk don8 drh dh..
3x xray??
uish..xtaw la pe nk jd..
minx2 djauhkn dr perkare yg x diigini
doakan sy ye..heh

Monday, August 10, 2009

miracle happens for a reason

they said:
buang jela harapan tu jauh2..
coz it will only harm u..
i said:
da smallest or even da tiniest hope won't let me down
dat's wut i learnt from my experiences
it always happen
n another thing,
no pain, no gain
nothing will come without effort, scrifices n prayers
i've gone through lots of things
my prayers r answered
they gve me da 2nd chnce
wut a surprise!!
Allah always knows da best
giving up is not da solution
medic n biotech sound good, but a big NO to engin
TRONOH n TORONTO are waaaay different
they cant b da same
as well as UK n UKM
there's nothng dat i cn do when others plan my future
including putting me into mdcine area again..
(mcm dh ludah jilat balek, kot..haha)
finally, i just told myself:
take a risk!!
juz ignore wut others say..
n always follow my heart
coz i always trust my instinct.
n yeah, I'm BACK ppl!!!
afta a long time..
n i wont ignore u again!haha