Thursday, December 31, 2009



warming up

finally, I could try bumper car!

space twister

pirate ship


loops that could compress ur head n u'll feel like a tortoise

but we can still smile in front of da camera. cayalah!

peace for da cameraaaaa!

4 dare pingitan

 *happy faces*

had so much fun, peninga pale, saket tengkuk bcause of da loops. t was awesome, yet a brutal one. But i'll surely try it again!besssssst sgt! herm, at da same time, it reminds me of Genting trips with my frens...rindu korang la!

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Sunday, December 27, 2009


Excited, n I tot it wasn't dat hard!
Tersungkur, tergolek, terbaring,,
Lenguh+saket tgn, lutut n tuuut,
Berlanggar, berlage, more than 3 times..
But hey, I'm not giving up!!
Coz I'm pretty sure dat I cn get da skills one sweet day..
N I will definitely go for snowboarding again..
*dh berduit nnt nk bli snowboard la.haha*

Practice lg, ok??

Muke pnat n xlarat

Some of da beginners yg d trained by 'instructors' (which r actually some seniors of UofA)

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Saturday, December 26, 2009

Boxing day attack!!!

One word,
Guess, GAP, fcuk,Nine West, Abercrombie&Fitch, The North Face, Esprit, Calvin Klein,
U're mine nowwww!!
low prices, long q, lenguh kaki, rambang mate, duet habesss,
But I'm totally satisfied!!
BIG Smilesssss :))))

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Wednesday, December 23, 2009

toboggan @ whitemud park!

 we got our toboggans @ Canadian Tire last nite
n today, we went to Whitemud Park!
excitedddddddddddd sbb 1st time!haha
*eh2, nape xde org? r u sure diz park bole gune for sliding??
mmg gle la kte, bas driver pun pelik to drop us here..
gle x gle!
xkesaaaahhh la. alang2 dh smpi maen jela pape yg patut, an?*

bercanda di tepian silap, snow!

 dh lame2, kaki beku dowh..
mase ni xjumpe slope lg, tp dh excited maen..haha
n jln punye jln, we finally found da slope!
owh gembirenye hati!
gosh, kaki tangan beku!!!!
*excuse me, cn we get into ur car?just for a while coz our hands n feet are freezing rite now*
(muke xmalu+tebal, minx tumpang kete org sbb dh xthn sgt.hahha)
n afta dat..


bajet expert jap..
tp before dat minx tlg gak sorg bdk ni
he told me where shud i start
nk flat je ke nk bumpy?
of course la nk flat2 dlu, kn?
tp criuzly, da slope is sooooo gud!

snow masoooooooookk mulut!!
nxt time kne pakai mask or lilit2 tudung
xtahan, tp sgt besssssssttttt!!
 but have to surrender awl sbb sejuk sgttttttttt!!
bkn sjuk sgt pun, tp kaki dh beku smpi xlrt nk jln!
nxt time, gotta dress well
new boots are essential!
paling pntg, we din spend a single penny!!
betape jimat n behave nye kami hari ini. ;)

Monday, December 21, 2009


5th day of hols
Sy sudah penaaaattt!!
Bcause I walked a lot, merayau-rayau
Dgn Edmonton yg sgt tebal with snow
Shopping smpi x igt dunie, but still brjaye xbli brg mhl2 sgt

I got this Esprit dress dgn hrge yg murah
*sgt puas ati*
But then need to surender awl fr today's shopping
Coz I'm damn tired!!
I stay up tgk Korean drama yg ade org pnah suro tgk
Which I think kinda ridiculous!!
I need to get rid of him
But I watched da drama for like hourssssss
mlm smpi tghari da next day
I finished 25 episodes in 2days
It was a good drama, xrugi tgk!
But now, I need to fix my sleeping time
Must be back to normal again!!
Or else, i will b like today,
Pnat, n jln dh x betol which causes me to stop shopping earlier
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Saturday, December 19, 2009

i loveeeeeeeeeee hols!

i love hols so much!!
sbb dpt bgn lmbt,
no need to pg skola,
n bole jalan2 n shopping puas2
nk g mane cuti ni??
(sbb xde duit nk naek flight g tmpt laen)
but siyesly naek bas for 5hours in canada is a good idea.
saket pinggang kot, x mcm malaysia punye bas! ;(

shopping @ west Ed mall
(da largest mall in North America)
dh xmaw g sane slalu coz bole bankrap kaw2 la..
so i'll just wait for boxing dayyyy!!!!

n yeah, i like my new jacket!!
thanx to Ainaa yg brjaye hasut i to buy diz Guess jacket
which is actually on sale..(mmg murah gle la..puas ati!!)

n here is miss ainaa yg kuat makan!!
owh..da *flirt cupcakes* were damn nice!!

i'm gonna spend 2 weeks in Edmonton
n i'm looking forward for a lot more
*in a way trying to make myself happy*
bcause da *problem* is still bugging me!!

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

I h8 u!!

U created smilessss on my face
But u let tears to roll down on my cheek
I put my hopes n dreams on u
But u screwed it up!!
If this is not going well, we shud decide on something..
For now, I hate u so much!
N u'll b da main reason if I screw up my last paper tomorrow!!
Sorry, but I really mean it diz time.dun txt me coz I off my phone. ;(

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Sunday, December 6, 2009

MSD dinner

Dinner at Hilton Hotel
It was soooo much fun!!
Pn Zalilah is damn friendly, as well as her husband
So much gelak ketawe..
Criuzly I laughed a lot
Without realizing dat my first final exam is less than 12hours from now!!
Ok, enough for dat!
Gotta study
n I shud b worried on how to wake up early tomorrow since Aziza has left for Mexico.
Pray for me people!!
I need to get up early, n not to miss da bus!
Or I'll b l8 for da 9am paper..
"Ya Allah, ya tuhanku,
Kurniakanlah ku ketenangan dn kemudahan utk mjawab soalan peperiksaan yg bermula pd esok hari"
Amin ya rabbal alamin..

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Thursday, December 3, 2009

exam mood

ssh sgt..
pning pale, ngantok, lpr,,,

tp gagahkn jugak
nggak maw dean's list ka??
klu maw,

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Pe pandang-pandang??

It's eid people!!!!
N I'm stucked in saskatoon!
Solat raye in a school since not enough space in masjid
If Malaysia, tmpt pompuan sume putih, tp cni colorful plak!

Khutbah raye but get distracted by kids

Nape ade lmbg pas sesat kt situ?haha

Terserempk with my ank2 murid as well

sempt pose jap with Dalal. I'm wearing kbaye ok??haha
wif my housemate, Aziza
Afta solat, my frenz dropped me at the campus
coz I need to hand in my assignmnts, phy.
G claz kjap la.dlm 15 mnts je sbb dh lewat sgt.n mamat yg slalu dok 1row with me pki kopiah.
Ok, die Muslim rupenye.tbe2 rse nk wish raye, skali die plak wish dlu.haha.
Afta claz, lepak with Julia!!
julia is a Sudanese n she's damn nice
"Today is ur Eid, u shud njoy urself!"
n she helped me a lot today, including settling my fido account
we had gud time together
n she likes my kebaye soooo much
n i think i shud get her one later coz she's being a gud fren to me
n i just realized, mat2 salleh sume pndg me dgn agk pelik
"pe pandang-pandang??"
i nmpk cntik ke pelik??hahahha
if ainaa n afyqah were here, we wud simply say: "SLAMAT ARI RAYE"
like wut we did during da last eid in edmonton..haha

Julia n me
 at nite, another "eid celebration"
Dalal, Aziza, Ghina n me went to a Muslim restaurant
lots are muslims are there
but the thing is, women n men are separated??
like they can't eat together??
nape plik sgt??ssh la nk mkn wif family, kn?haish

Ghina x suke amek gambr.agk pelik bcoz i think she's soooo hot!!
dtg lmbt, so dishes for buffet tgl sket je..
xkesah, jnji dpt mkn..n tmbh 2x kot nasi 
tho pg raye mkn subway je.. =(
rendang, ketupat, lemang, xde pon!!!!

kenyang jugak,,,alhamdulillah..

afta dinner, we watched new moon!!
tp aziza x join sbb ade byk keje
n in canada, seat kre 1st come 1st serve
which is sape masok cinema dlu, boleh plih seat
ktorg lmbt, so kne dudok dpn2 tu ha
mak oi!! edward n jacob dpn mate je ok??
pening tgk!tp jnji had fun!
n otw back, fmily kol
i know they're damn busy coz my sister is getting married today!!!
ble ckp ngan mak, both of us nanges
tho mase tu mak sebok tgh lyn tetamu
rindu mak!rindu abah!rindu family!!!!
adik xde kat sane, tp adk pki kbaye yg supposenye pki mase knduri taw!!!
evryone here tried their hard to make me happy during da eid
coz they know how sad am i having eid that is waaaaaay different from backhome
i feel so grateful to have u guys around
tq sooooooooooo much!
slamat hari raye everyone!!!
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Tuesday, November 24, 2009

cm mane ni??

smlm final quiz for geog la
agk struggle for da whole weekend
smpi sggup bli txt book tho dh agk lambt
but still, teramat la haaaaaaaampehh!!
i think, i screwed it up!!
cdeyh nk mampos coz i need to do better diz time
n today, final lab test for bio 120
my fav lab kot
for da last minute preparation,
i had Q&A sessions with Jett
she's so smart that she studied every single thing, even da simplest ones
da discussion was awesome, n i think i'm prepared!
but for some reasons, i din get all the right answers
it's frustrating when u really hope dat u cn get full marks
i'm so desperate for marks, ok??
n i shuld b studying for da nxt final lab test, bio 121
which is way way harder
owh puhlliiiiiiizzzzzz!
i need to get gud marks
n i have to spend like 10hours per day like wut all da geniuses in my class do
Mitch spends 10hrs/day to study
n he got 82 for da midterm (he's 1of 5 students who got A for midterm)
n i'm just wondering, how the student with a score of 90 study???
pinjam otak kejap boleyh?

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

I envy u, ok???

Hey u,
A few weeks ago, u told me dat u've given up of doing medicine,
U screwed up ur 1st test badly, din u?
But then u got ur booster again n u did pretty well on ur 2nd test,aite?
U worked hard for dat one n even harder for da 3rd one.
U even ignored me sometimes but I had to understand.
*terpakse d situ*
n yet, ur sacrifice or mayb my scrifce as well is paid with ur xtraordinary grade!
What?? U got A* for da 3rd test? 
Pe A* tu? 
Omgosh!!dat was extremely good,ok??
Guys klu struggle mmg result gempak eh?? 
*sdikit tidakpuas ati d situ*

I envy u, ok???
U told me dat u envy me, but da fact is I'm da one who has to be jealous!!
I nk gempak2 gak!
then, sdpkn ati:
u, org dpt fullmark for last lab test bio 120.
*tp xde la gempak mcm distinction for a test in medical school, kn?*
it's ok.tape2.. *sdapkan ati lg*
Then, today dpt balek phy lab, where Holly nanges sbb xthn wif LC at dat time.
I did well in diz one which boost up my mark drastically.
But then, ade xtra warning plak written on da paper
besor2 plak tu..haish

Xpe, at least xfail mcm 1st lab. Sile bersyukur, ok?

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Sunday, November 15, 2009

One day with kids

Hi!what's ur name??
I'm ur new teacher
I'll help u with ur homework.
"ok, let's go to our room"
Aman Ali, y u didn't do this part?
"owh, how could this happen to me?? I know this one, it's easy!"
*papela, action plak mamat ni*
"n can't u see my spiky hair? It's nice, isn't it??n don't touch it!"
*yola2..I know u're charming*
da other kid, fatima
"teacher, cn u play Barbie dolls with me? We can play at my room"
*what??my zmn Barbie doll dh berakhir ok??so funny la bdk ni*
next, abu baker.but he's so sensitive.kuat majuk.
"I'm a good runner n I'm sure I cn beat u"
Haha.dat is so funny. Obviously I cn easily win da race.u'll lose
"no, I'm not!I'll challenge u coz I'm a fast runner!"
*berlagaknye bdk.obviously I cn challenge him*
n yet, ble kalah majuk.
Abez hlg macho
N da last one, baby eshal
"baby, don't u think dat u're pretty?"
She smiled n angguk!
*chett!xleh blah.nsb baek mmg btol2 cantek!haha*
criuzly I had sooo much fun with them.they remind me of my nephews n nieces.
"teacher, cn u stay with us??"
No darling, I've to go back.
"then, when r u coming back?can u come tomorrow?"
Sori, but I've to go to school n study. Whenever I'm free I'll come to see u, ok??
N otw back, sume org berebut nk duduk with me.haha. U guys r sooo cute

abu baker n eshal

-fatima n aman ali
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Saturday, November 14, 2009

rindu :(

rindu rumah ni
rindu org2 kat dlm ni

rindu malaysia
rindu everyone
rindu everythg
 "duit ktorg xluak pon,
bonus pun xabez gune lg
pelik la nape duit berlebih-lebih ni
n ktorg siap nk pg holiday byk2 tempat lg"
*saket mate tgk emails from abg2 n akak2*
ok, i know what does it mean
xpe, nxt year dlm 3bulan mesti korg rase duit korang luak sket or byk tros!
coz ur " top kaki paw" is coming back!!
-u guys gv me da title, don't u?-
nk details untk bank account??
boleh sgt2
rmi2 masokkn duit lg bagos!
criuzly, can't wait for summer break!!
x sbr nk paw korg!!
xsbr nk g holiday rmi2 lg
*dalam pale dh pk mcm2 plan, nk wat list brg utk dipaw*

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Happy bufday abby

Hey u,
U left me for quite some time
But I know u din forget me at all
N I do miss u sooo much
I've got storiessss to tell u
I got thingsss to share with u
I just can't wait to see u nxt year
N yeah, I'll gv ur blated prezzie
Happy bufday najwa albi abd hamid..
Finally u're 19.but I still wanna b ur lil wait for me,ok??

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Tuesday, November 10, 2009

i'm desperate

nk dpt 80%
nk dpt perfect score for da left quizzes n tests
nk full marks for labs
nk dapat good marks for FINALS
nk sume perfect!!
*berangan, berangan n berangan*

Monday, November 9, 2009

happy bufday my dear badak

sha syg,
"sweet 19,
a year older, a year wiser, a year sexier"
it's a typical wish, back in coll, aite?
i miz all the moments i had wif u
zmn TKC
homesick, homework, PRA-RA
rooftop, stay up
starters, jogging(tho i plg mls)
1st time lepak kat luar smpi midnite
ngarut2 psl lek, SHOPPING, berangan
afta TKC
genting, pangkor
intec n taylor's
ole-ole, casa, summit, sunway, mapley
n just so u know,
i'm glad to have u as a friend, a gud one
thanx for always being my badak air bulat
coz i will always b ur cicak kobeng menggrutu
happy bufday,
norharisa husainy shamsaifful

p/s: sori, i cudnt find any old pics mase kt coll yg cantek.ade pun free hair. compare both pics.yg bwh waaayy better,aite?prove dat we're less bulat n mengrutu.haha

Friday, November 6, 2009

suke n bengang gak

berjaye bgn awl n manage to go to geog claz
(xtdo afta suboh, but still was rushing to catch da bus))
n then sbb ade org kate nk 09
n i make it as "09 smpi xyah tdo,taw!"
in geog claz,
(which i think dh lame heck x pegi)
tbe2 amek attendance arini
fuuuh, nseb baek g claz arini
n i sit nxt to diz one mat salleh (quite good looking..hu3)
mat, slalu ke amek attendance?
xla, ni baru 2nd time.jgn risau.
(in english of course!!)n he smiled at me!!*wink*
slalu gak dok seblah mamt ni
he used to agak rajin in taking notes
tp arini xamek notes lgsg??
n he was sleeping kjap, n afta dat maen game??
no wonder i tbe2 dgr org sebut "fcuk, fcuk" in da claz
kalah game rupenye
n i was eating subway's omelette(without ham of course!)
but then my perot tbe2 berbunyi??
gosh2!segan siot!
but suddenly i hear the same noise too
prot mat salleh seblah pun berbunyi!!hahha.lwk!
nxt, mase nk masok phy class
i was having a hard time to push d door (yg agak berat)
smpi ter"auw2" kat situ..haha
but suddenly ade sorg mat salleh ni
(macho n cute n pnah usha gak coz muke same mcm my chinese fren kat plkn)
die tolong pggkn da door for me, but at da same time, laugh at me!
siot je, tp nseb baek charming..(tercair la plak)hu3
afta phy class,i went to see my biol121 lecturer
to check da answers for midterm
da thing dat we know is thre's no such thing as diffrnt sets of midterm!!
sume org tertpu!!
coz we thought dat diffrnt colors of paper indicate dffrnt sets
so nobody will copy their neighbors!
rupe2nye sume paper sme je
gud trick huh prof mcloughlin?? 

ble ade org kate die nk tggu afta i abez claz br 09

tp org tu xtaw hlg ke mane, x 09!!
n I'm sooooo bengang bcause of dat!!!
coz dh ckup sbr for diz week
he's kinda diffrent recently (which i h8 so much)
we din talk for quite a long time,
(smpi rase cm dh stahun xdgr bite)
msg pun dh jrg gle nk mati
coz we need time to study!!
(which is good for both of us)
i do appreciate all da prepaids dat he gv me
since he doesnt want me to spend more on paying bills
but still, i'm mad!!
coz he's so confdnt dat we can make it today!
(ur confidnce doesnt make a promise)
when we hav a fight, da best solution is to hav a TALK!!
difference in time is a big problem to us!
if "U" read diz, i really mean it diz time!
go awy from my life if u want to :(

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

midterm grades

herm, i'm happy!!
really?? i dun think so!!!
here goes my midterm grades:~
let's start with biol 120
i think i spent a lot of time on diz subject
(1st paper n da only one for dat week)
i've read da notes for a few rounds,
i feel good when i do da exam
i thot i'll b fine n can score well
but unfortunately, i got 74%
(feel bad coz i expected to get at least 80%)
da class average is kinda low
as a result, evryone got xtra 4 mark
which means i was initially scored only 70%!!
gosh!!xtra2 work is needed!!
next, biol 121
herm, i din expect much from da test
bcuse i cud feel how terrible i did
not only da exam, but da hall as well
was giving me a pressure!
i dunno y evryone has to b squeezed in to da same hall
sempit heck!!!panas jer!!
there are 80 MCQs
n it's kinda "exhausted' to answer da questions
n i think xde org pun sempat meniru kot
sempit n pnat!!argghh
n da result is as bad as i tot
224 students in da class but only 5 students got 80 n above
of course not in da list!!
65% jerh!!
rmi kot fail, n yeah, it is a hard class!!
(but da highest score is 95%!!i wish i cud lend his/her brain for a while)
lots n lots of memorizing
kalah sejarah!!haha
but no xcuses plz!! work harder, ok?!!!
GEOG is da worst one
dh la minx postpone sbb clash ngan phy (patutnye xboleh kot, tp wat muke ksian..haha)
n dat wuz my last paper
n still xboleh score tho i got enough time to study
1st, slalu ponteng class, so notes x complete since lecturer x post notes
(class plg awl, n bgn awl is a big prob.xsah klu xlari kejar bas for diz claz)
2nd, xde duit nk bli text book so x ckup materials nk bace
3rd, x work hard kot coz njoy je over da weekend (last paper katekn)
akibatnye: dpt 62% jer! jer!
padan muke!!!!
but phy makes me happy
i used to h8 phy, like hell
bt da lecturer is niccceeee!!
dri dlu smpi skrg all my phy lecturers n teachers are damn goooood!!(alhamdulillah..)
i worked hard for phy.(bias sket)
n siap book study room in library n study with Julia
i'm quite cnfident with all da preparations before da test
but then, i tot i screwed it up
coz it wasn't easy as i expected
i finished it just on time, tho da questions look sooo simple
but they're not actually
i felt so happy when i saw "good" written on my test paper
i got 84%
i was extremely happy tho i shudnt
hellloooo..u're not da best faraw!!!
there are geniusses in ur class with a score of 98%
puhhllliiisss!!!jgn ujub n riyak boleh x??

ok2, nxt is archaeology
rite afta da test i met my lecturer n told her dat i need help
coz i think i screwed up my test again
n yeah, she told me to get notes from da class note taker
"i kept on telling myself dat i will fail da test"
coz i've no confidence at all
but my frenz told me not to think negative,but wish for good things
i keep on praying n allah knows da best
Allah gives me strength to accept any possibilities
n alhamdulillah, it's not as bad as i tot
i din fail da test, but i got even better than geog
which is 70%
(btol2 on da class average..haha)
overall: my midterm grades xde la bagos sgt, mmg xbagos pon!!
faaaaarrrr away than my target
but it's better to start from bawah, kn??
if ok sgt, cnfrm dh mls nk berusaha afta dat!
it's ok faraw!u can do better!!!
(self'-motivation is essential)

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

no more -ve thoughts

nite lab is not as bad as i tot
i enjoy all my nite labs, specifically biol 120
i had difficult times with da microscope
but da passion in biology overcame evrything
I LUV BIO sooooo much!!
i tried my best in diz lab
i even stayed back, though the session has actually ended
n just to finish da whole lab, including da exercises
i dun wanna screw up diz lab
coz wut's da point of being passionate in it, but u can't score well??
dat's y i need to work xtra hard!!
i'm kinda do well in this lab early on
for da first lab test i lost only 1 mark
"but, langit x selalunye cerah, aite?"
n for da 2nd test i lost 4.5 marks.
herm, i can smell "my zaman kejatuhan" there
coz i think i screwed up my 3rd test!!
dat's my BIG problem!!
negative thinking!!
owh, plz go away, u, negative thoughts!!
janna, a fren from geog lab was mad at me for being a negative thinker
"u shudnt be thnking dat way before u even know da results"
yeah, i know.. n i will try my best
coz it's not only for bio,
but i feel d same thing for all subjects
especially archaeology
which i think i screwed it up, again n again!!
midtermss, plz b nice to me
i have to score well

Sunday, November 1, 2009

halloween nite??not for us

they wear their "freak" costumes during halloween nite
but not us!!
haha..surprisingly, i wore kebaye for da 2nd time in canada
coz we want to celebr8 my housemate's graduation!
"am i look weird?"
aziza: no!!u look soo cute cute!
u look like a  malaysian now! i??
wtv it is, but we just wanna have fun!
da only thing missing is da make up!
i'm da only one who din put anythg!
so we went to a restaurant, THE GRANARY
it reminds me of Malaysia
coz, there's an old SINGER sewing machine,
exactyly da same like my aunt's
adoyh..tbe2 la plak homesick
n the girls' crazyness remind me of my frenz!!
gosh!!rindu korg!
they r extremely crazy!!!
unbelievable coz they seem to b da polite ones.
hahah..but dat nite revealed evrything.
unfortunately i dun have any pics to prove their crazyness
but these shud b enough to show who they are
ghina, rima, dalal n my housemate, aziza

it's a gud thing to know them
tho sometimes i felt so left out since i dun speak arabic
though they r Somali, Lebanese, Tunisian n Sudani,
but they're all speak Arabic
n indeed, sing arabic!!
when all of them memekak in da car, singing arabic,
i cud just laugh, but not to sing along!
owh, tbe2 rindu ustazah jeriah
nk blaja Arab lg! gosh!!

Thursday, October 29, 2009

it's not easy, isn't it??

when i screwed up ICPU
i've learnt a BIG lesson
n dat's y i'm here
to start a new life
a very new page
to find myself
to learn what does life mean
n wut are da survival skills
but i realize dat LIFE IS NOT EASY
challenges come in between
n ALLAH knows what's best for u n for me
when u expect things to be good
but they turn out to b da other way round,
u wud think dat u're such a BIG LOSER!!!
there are gud reasons behind all these
n its only U,
only U that will decide
what n how u should deal with them
I want people to have faith in me
i'm not a loser forever
i decided to do what i think will b gud for me
my aim in this university is to get excellent results
 DISTINCTION, specifically
n da first thing is to get an average of 80% for da first year
so dat JPA will trust me again
i know that distinction is waaaay harder to achieve
but it's not wrong to aim for dat, aite?

this building will be significant for my whole life
i really hope that i can have my parents n da whole family to be here
but diz time with BBIIIGGG SMILES
full of satisfaction
taking pictures, hugs n kisses in front of diz building
but will it be possible???
the hopes that i have r really killing me
coz it's not easy, isn't it??

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

dat was awesome!!

it's all about my "beloved" phy lab
i wud usually be frustrated by now but indeed today's lab is totally differnt!!
the lab coordinator is still "bad"
but diz time my lab partner made a huge diffrnce!
LC: u're not supposed to do it this way n u shud b doing blablabla...,,
Holly: can u plz don't talk to me like dat, like I'm a STUPID???
and her tears started to roll down
WOW!!wut a big surprise!!
i din expect dat she cud burst out and cried in front of me n even da TA??
gosh! she seems to b strong n happy go lucky person
yeah, but i know she cudnt just stand it anymore
i wuz unhappy as well for being treated like a stupid person
coz we're still in da process of learning, aite??
we do need help n dat's y we ask questions
but da gud thing is..
the TA n LC treat us better after dat
the TA is usually being nice to us but diz time he is even nicer
as well as da LC
n for da first time we managed to complete everything!!
da whole thing for da first time!
can u imagine dat??
we failed our first lab, (extremely terrible)
getting a better mark for 2nd lab (but still not a gud one)
n now we really hope dat we can get EXCELLENT mark for da next lab
dat we had today
the best thing is when da TA said:
"everything looks gud to me"
WOW!!dat was awesome
bcause all diz while we just heard like
"these figures dont look gud to me" or mayb "u better do it again coz diz is totally out"
I'm so grateful today
both of us happy
da thing is,
her tears made a huge diffrence
but we made it coz we tried to b strong!!
thanx Holly!!
i've told her to cry more to get gud marks.
we cn b gud frenz nway

Monday, October 26, 2009

nk duit!nk duit!!

"ur account has been suspended coz u've exceeded ur credit limit"
wut da tuuuut???
owh, i shud become the fan of:
"stop ROGERS n FIDO from screwing Canada"
i've taken loads of plan which i think wud be convenient for me
but indeed diz kinda money- grabbing thingy is killing me
I'm broke n I dun have money to pay da bill!!
i've paid da one dat appears on the fido store's screen
n my account is still not being activated
i kept on going to da fido store
n kept on calling the customer service
but i'll always get differnt informations from them
fed up nk mampos lyn mnde2 alah ni
it's all about da money
no matter how hard u save da money
dat wudn't b enough to survive in diz country
nk duiT!!nk DUIT!!
is thre anyone yg baek hati wants to give me some money??
JPAku syg, masokkn la duit cpat2
need to reactivate my phone account ASAP
or maybe org2 kat m'sia baek hati nk top upkn my mlysian numbr??

Friday, October 16, 2009

GUD things to start with

diz morning mak kol
k.jehan buat open house so rmi ade kat her house
mak tanye adk sehat x??
of course la i jwb sehat..hahaha
then i ckp, mak nnt pos brg makan kat adk byk2..
n here goes the list:
nk rempah ratus, cube tomyam, sub bunjut
nk sardin packet nk blablablabla...
mak ckp berat la nnt
tp i ckp xpela mak, sket2 pun xpe sbb nk save duit, xnk spend on food byk2
sbb duit dh abez byr duit umah..
scare x sengaje i started to tell her my probs~~
mak, duit dh abez sbb byr duit umah,
adk pindah umah baru sbb xnk duduk ngan membe laki
n sewe situ mhl, dats y pindah
n akibatnye xpsl2 dh rugi cad1100 ats angin cmtu je
tp plg xpuas ati ble slalu kne maki hamun ngan landlord lame tu
sedeyh sgt, huk3.
study cmne plak? ok?
em, mule2 aritu x ok sgt sbb byk sgt probs
byk bnde kne pk, hal umah lg, mmg xstable, study pun xbrape nk ok
tp skrg dh ok dh, dh bleh score ok sket
mak ckp adk jgn maen2 la dugaan namenye
SABAR jela.duit boleh dicari, jgn risau,k..
wuargh..sdeyh2, pg2 dh nanges,
but diz is like my booster for da day!!
It's a gud start nway~~
but then, i'm alreday late for da claz at dat time
n yeah, i was rushing for the bus, but a few seconds means a lot!!
i missed the bus for like how many times i cnt remember..hahaha
n as usual, i had to walk
but Friday is full of barakah..
suddenly Sara and Mike who might see me walking by the road, called me  n gave me a ride..
wooo..thank god!!everything seems good till now
coz da old landlord is going to see me n yeah, he's da "spoiler" of my life ere

Thursday, October 15, 2009

i'm broke!!!

this really tests my "survival skill"
duit dh tggl sket
jpa msok lmbt lg
cmne nk survive
owh, i'm BROKE!!
this is all bcause of dat stupid lease!!
omg!!if i knew it earlier, i'd rather stay at da hotel
da only thing dat makes me happy is of da studies
it's getting better~~~
more FOCUS coz i dun wanna think of da problems dat i have
just let others say whatever they want
i have to b strong, n remember da objective of being here
nk masok dean's list
nk dpt DISTINCTION (aim high sket..haha)
nk prove to everyone dat i'm a biotech ppl!
not mdcine or even engineering
others plz go way from me!
xmaw2!nk bio related je.haha

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

sy xbodo, lembap sket je

group B, Rm112, bench 11
partner: Holly, a very nice girl
lab coordinator (LC):ntah sape
TA: mamat yg agak baek
malang #1
LC: please hand in ur paper rite now, before da lab starts,
hand it now or not to hand it.
em, sir, can i hand it a bit later?
LC: hand it now or not to hand it.
WTF!!shoot..ckp la elok2 sket..n yeah, i din hand in da paper..
siot2!!nsb baek ade sorg mamat yg sme2 sengal gak. x anta.haha
LC:these angles dont look good to me. it's better if u turn around da paper n do it again.
afta tracing all the dots n redraw the lines..
sir, we got da same angles.
LC:owh, i think dat's da only thing dat we can, just use da angles.
WTF!! same je, bengong..buang mase ktorg je. (Holly n me agak bwat mke)
malang #3
analysis part:blank, xtaw how to start.
ngarut2, pe mnde ni..
tanye partner pun blur2 gak at 1st.
Holly: i dun wanna ask him. he scares me.
owh, me either.we shud ask another guy then.
when we have no choice, we hv to ask da strict LC.
sir, what are we supposed to do for this part?
LC:just follow the instructions. it's all there.
em, ok..(ckp leklok sket la.i lembap sket tp x bodo. so mmg kne tanye byk kali ye)
hampeh glo, lembap nk mampos wat mnde alah ni. only for 6 questions but every part has to follow about 7-8 steps. leceh gle nk mati.
MALANG TERAMAT since we cudnt finished da whole lab!
LC: please write ur conculsion, u have a few minutes left.
OMG!!nk tulis pe ni..
Holly:ok, i think this part we cannot do it together. it has to be different n no plagiarism.
yeah, sure.
at the very last minute, struggle gle abezkan conclusion n source of error..
tulisan burok nk mampos n da LC x abez2 kasi ktorg pressure..menyampah gle.
x kasi muke langsong!!dammit! nk minx file pun nk mrh2. xyah la nk punctual sgt2.
skema!haish..sume org x puas ati!1st lab kot. kasi la muke sket.adoyh la.
nsb baek my partner jenis yg ok2 sket. boleh masok la. 2x5 je.haha. thanx holly!

p/s: WTF= wut da fish, instead of f***k

Thursday, September 24, 2009

suke duke raye 09

pg raye dh lwk
bgn lambt, suboh gajah..trok gle
then mndi2 n for da 1st time xde sape suro iron bju pg2 raye
hahah..sape la iron bju org kat kampong since i'm not there
i bet evryone iron sndri2 kot..
then g solat raye wif afyqah @ riversideview lounge kot
otw mmg sjuk gle smpi rase cm nk pki telekung je..haha
while da rye feast starts at 1
otw to da feast..
everyone looked mcm makcik2
bawak makanan then jerit2 when da wind comes
n wish "slamat ari raye" to those yg asyik usha our baju raye yg cantek tu! haha
during da feast..
OMG!!!byk gle makanan! gosh2
kampong saskatoon i xde mnde2 ni..
n mmg sapan sume la smpi xlrt nk bgn dh..
ade rendang, sate yg sdap, n mcm2 nasi
nasi lemak pun ade n not to forget nasi aym made by amar n da gang

with da girls

duit raye from amar?? (owh..bersebab tu)

selamat tinggal from mereka.. thanx evryone!!

xdpt nk solat raye kat masjid
xdpt duit raye by hand
tp naseb baek dpt duit raye in advanced (plg byk kot diz year)
cdeyh xdpt nk salam mak n abah
xdpt nk g ziarah kubur
xdpt nk beraye wif sdare mare
xdpt nk maen bunge api n mercun
plg sdeyh ble sume org bz beraye kat kampong
smpi xde mase to kol me..
cdeyh gle coz i've been waiting for da kol mcm org bodo je
n yeah! i miz everyone..
sempat kol n ym kejap je
internet kat kampong prob gle..

raye kat canada obviously x sebagos kat m'sia
but 1 thing to be proud of is I din cry during da 1st hari raye..
yay!berjaye thn!
but not at diz moment since everythg comes at da same time
(wut a big dugaan!)