miracle happens for a reason

they said:
buang jela harapan tu jauh2..
coz it will only harm u..
i said:
da smallest or even da tiniest hope won't let me down
dat's wut i learnt from my experiences
it always happen
n another thing,
no pain, no gain
nothing will come without effort, scrifices n prayers
i've gone through lots of things
my prayers r answered
they gve me da 2nd chnce
wut a surprise!!
Allah always knows da best
giving up is not da solution
medic n biotech sound good, but a big NO to engin
TRONOH n TORONTO are waaaay different
they cant b da same
as well as UK n UKM
there's nothng dat i cn do when others plan my future
including putting me into mdcine area again..
(mcm dh ludah jilat balek, kot..haha)
finally, i just told myself:
take a risk!!
juz ignore wut others say..
n always follow my heart
coz i always trust my instinct.
n yeah, I'm BACK ppl!!!
afta a long time..
n i wont ignore u again!haha

phy+calculus+eng4u=stress+unstable emotion

yeah..life has to go on..no matter how happy or stress u r..
physics+calculus+eng4U=stress+unstable emotion. dat's my conclusion for now..

i've screwd up my 1st phy test yesterday n again i've to walk back to casa, instead of taking bus..da bus is too late n we decided to walk..wah, ari2 bgini, b'tmbh kuros la sy!! exercise scr xlgsung..heh.. dh byk ari jln kaki, polis trafik pun dh knl kowt!!haish..
smpi casa, pnat yg melampau..i din do any homework but i juz sleep!!pnat+tension!!
n da worst thing is i still cannot get my latest calculus lesson!!siyes lembap!!i still can't afford to love math n m not in da mood of having such thing in my life..how can i love math, n even calculus??i din score for my advanced function n calculus cn b said as my last hope to fly..evry subject plays a big role for my future..evrythg..i can't accept da fact dat i failed my pre-U..
no, it's a big "NO"..i'm gonna b in a huge pressure, from my fmly esp. i can predict wut will they say if i din score well.."tu la, sape suro tkr course..ambek medic xnk!!dh dpt, pg pndi2 tkr plak!! now xdpt fly, PADAN MUKE!!!" i'm sure i'll b hearing diz kind of thing..huk3.. i need some time n space to get myself into a comfortable state, whre i manage to overcome all da obstacles coming n always in da study mood. i've to b strong,put more effort, less njoy+hangouts n more FOCUS!!!i knew it, but y i can't make it true?? owh PPL, plz give me strength to b better diz semester..i have to fly!!i want my dreams to come true..it's frustrating when u dissapoint ur beloved ones n even urself, aite??n so do i..oleh itu, sy kne brubah!!!ye, itu sdh pasti!!
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