Thursday, April 22, 2010

will U wait for me??

i've been thinking these days n i've decided on something..i found it hard to forget u n i dunno y i'm so stupid that i'm still waiting for u..i've been stalking ur fb profile for evry single day, i've been waiting for ur txt messages n calls. but i heard nothing from u..maybe i should start to accept the fact that i'm no longer important in ur life n u may not even care bout me anymore.. all my so called "move-on plans" seem to not work out very well coz i still think or maybe relate anything that i do with u..it has been 3 months, but i still can't forget u..i've read an article in ur fb profile, regarding "couple"..it's about the good things of not having that kind of relationship.it made me think though..it'll b great if u dumped me because of that reason.i would probably understand n that's y i came up with a thought. i dun wanna go for a serious relationship, but it'll only be for marriage..it's good that i dun have any feelings in guys anymore.so in 4 years time, my heart should b good to accept someone in my life.someone, which is U! but for now i'm just wondering if u'll b thre for me at that time. WILL U WAIT FOR ME?? i can keep my words that i wont find someone else to replace u coz i just want my heart to b knocked once.it'll b great if u have the same thought as me.and it'll b so goooood if u dont find someone else to replace me..i miss u, but thre's nothing i can do.i can only express it through my writings. n today, it should b our 2nd anni..u might forget about it, but i'll never ever forget it. u, happy anniversary sayang. 
this cowgirl misses her cowboy so much!!*ouch*

for some reasons, i really really really want u to read this.but i know it's kinda possible for u to read my post like u used to do.is thre any other way that i can tell u about what i feel??hah!!sudah2 la tu..*ayat from some of my frens* wtv it is, i'll go with the flow..kalau ade, ade la..we can only plan, but ALLAH will decide the BEST for us.insyaallah..

6 comments:

  1. always pray to God ok darling?

    moga jika dia ditakdirkan utkmu, sampai masa dan detiknya, dia akan datang kembali padamu.
    bila? GOD knows. Now, doa byk2..moga Allah jaga hati dia jika dia benar2 utk you..

    win doakan jugakk!
    erk, doakan win skali please!
    heee

    do take care my dear!

    ^_^

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  2. sayang, its okay...for him to go away...you'll find what you have been searcging, believe in love k? much loves. shahusainy

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  3. datang lah edmonton lagi..
    west ed mall<3 and whyte avenue<3 pengubat hati <3

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  4. awin:thanks syg..ur words are precious.i feel better though.pray for the best, ok??at the end of the day, i will redha with all HIS ketentuan :)insyaallah :)

    shasayang:believe in love?i always do :):) i'll never give up because Allah maha adil, kan?thanks darling <3

    ainaa:oh yeah..edmonton pengubat hati!!the place that will definitely "mencuci" sgale bnde..hati n jiwe i, termasokla my MONEY!!grr..haha

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  5. tak nak cakap banyak, walaupun banyak bende nak cakap.
    *hugs*

    =)

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  6. Someone once told me to b ikhlas honest about it
    InsyaAllah dear.. We can only plan =)
    The rest, leave it to Allah

    Be strong yea?

    <3

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