unexpected

"mak, mak, adk mimpi gigi patah malam td"

i was crying while telling my mom this, n if i'm not mistaken, it was last month.

we have this belief;

 whre having such dream means that thre will b someone close to us that gonna leave us forever.

i never thought that it'll b my own aunt, Rohani Zakaria a.k.a Makni.

she's the only my mom's siblings that i din get to see when i reached malaysia.

n i din even remember when was the last time i get to see her.

but i'm still glad that i could still see her for the very last time

i was in kl, with my other siblings n it was after sahur when i got the news.

ya allah, only He knows how i felt at that time

evryone was rushing to  Alor Star, Kedah, from all over Malaysia i guess

evryone speed up, n some even reached 180km/h, just not to miss the jenazah

alhamdulillah, evryone made it, n it was good to see Makni's face again.

she looks like my mom, n of course la coz she's her big sister,kan?

n at the same time i imagined what if that person is my mom??

i culdnt hold my tears evrytime i think about it, coz i think i'll never be ready to lose someone that i love

but Makni's face looks so cool, rase tenang je tengok.

n i even get to kiss her twice, before n after jenazah dimandikan.

muke org meninggal mmg lembut ke??muke Makni pon cm senyum je..

ouch, berair-air jugak kat situ, but they asked to wipe the tears before kissing jenazah

alhamdulillah, Makni looked so good, meninggal pon dlm keadaan beriman, insyaallah

the weather is nice during the funeral, n she's even lucky to die during ramadan

there's so much hikmah for her, with all the prayers from evryone.

she fell while taking wudhuk for solat zohor

she had a stroke attack, admitted to the hospital on friday, n she died on sunday.

it happened too fast, n nobody could expect anything.

Makni is the first one to die in my mom's family tho she's not the eldest

it was a big loss to us coz our silaturrahim is sooooo good.

we have our own 3R (Rohani, Rohana n Ramlah)

Makni's gone, n we only left with my mom n Mak Anjang.

thre will b no more 3R, no more "all the memekak stuffs", no more crazy jokes from  3 of them

we're gonna miss Makni, semoge rohnya dicucuri rahmat.amin

al-fatihah~