silence

believe it or not

being silent is somehow the best weapon

the best thing that u can do

whenever u cant take it anymore

i'm a very sensitive person

n seriously i'm not that 'pure' inside

so yeah, it's better to keep it down

i mean not to fight back

coz i seriously agree with the malay idiom

'idiom' ke?

whatever laa

kerana pulut santan binasa

kerana mulut badan binasa

i believe that once i burst,

i may look VERY mean to everyone

n yes people, i really mean it

Jodoh

jodoh dan peretemuan

semua tu di tangan Tuhan

tak usah diingat bende yang lalu

mcm la org tu ingat kat kite

hey u woman!

be STRONG la

no matter how hard it's gonna b

ur gonna make it through

forget the past for real

only then everything's gonna b fine

ratio guys to girls kan dah nk balance

ape nk risau?

ececece

even if it takes yearssssss

jodoh tu takkan ke mana

tak payah dicari-cari

it's not something that i really have to worry about eh

n yes i do believe in Him

He has planned something really GOOD iA :)

:(

this is not the summer that i want

for some reasons

i just cant wait to go back to Canada

maybe i dont belong to this place anymore

or maybe

i'm too sensitive about everything

n even the day i landed

i've already stressed myself out too much

i'll come back again when everything has settled down 

eotteohge?

i managed to 'like' someone again but after i get closer to that someone, (almost everyday jumpe or just online n do crazy stuffs or whatever) i dont feel anything anymore. ouch.not once or twice but couple of times already :( maybe i get bored easily or or they're just not my type! HAHAHA!  n please please please dont show interest in me coz i just hate it. i'd rather live without knowing how others feel about me. being in relationship is a serious matter for me coz i just dont give a sh** in my life! no more drama or whatever u wanna call it coz i cant handle it anymore. i'm happy being single but for some reasons i dont like how i feel right now. i'm not being ignorant or deniable of what's happening around me, but i think i'm just too scared of taking the risk! oh what a chicken! what should i do? *ok study rajin2 pastu habeskan duit JPA* perfect! :D

mcm drama la plak!hehe

i never thought that my 'kampung' yg sgt la kecik where u'll always say 'what a small world' has soooooo many koreans!wow! i'm surprised to see lots of korean  guys came to play soccer with us today.haha! siap bole buat korean team lagi n play against us which is like combination of all continents in the world.ecewah!  rase mcm dlm drama la plak to hear them saying 'chinca' 'hyung' 'biyan' 'kamsahamida' etc etc. oh damn senyum lebar2 je todaaaay :D:D now i cant wait to go to Seoul coz my awesome korean friend made a good plan for us!ooopppa! *ok gedik gile*

just bear with it :(

i dont wanna b an asshole

i dont wanna b selfish

no matter how hard it's gonna be

i just have to bear with it

stop complaining,

coz human beings are just like that

not everyone knows how to appreciate others

i shouldnt expect too much in life

so i'll take this as a challenge

to make me stronger insyaallah :)

 *only if everyone understands me, i dont think i'll hurt this much :( *

hello :) eh salam sounds better i guess

ke hadapan blog yg dicintai. i miss u so much. sorry for 'ditching' u for almost 2 months but i guess i'm back now! my dearie place where i can share whatever i want; for the time being i'm pissed for so much sh** that happened but i know i have to endure it.so pls b with me coz i'll need u in the future when i'm done exams.life's not easy. that's what i keep on telling myself n yeah it's something ugly that turned out to b truth. or maybe i should just use this blog to talk about my future.org cakap look for the future, not the past.hell yeah. past is something that's gonna hurt me more :( goodnite world