it's getting more difficult

asl ssh sgt??

xpenah dpt mne2 paper yg ssh gle cmtu..

until now, yesterday' s paper wuz da toughest one in my whole life

spm is waaaaaaaaaay easier

cm nk mati je jwb soklan physcs smalm..

not enough time to think

n even to answer all da questions!

byk gle blank answer

it's suxx!!saket teramat..

cmne nk fly ni??

dh la m'harap kat physcs je ni..

calculus mmg dh lme xleh m'hrp..

eng plak xtaw la..

dgn mr. ben yg t'amat la strict..

cn miracle still happen?

feel like giving up

tp tuhan xsuke org yg cpt berputus asa..

jgn give up, ok??

fight till da end..

tho it's getting more difficult

"kalau adk xleh fly, jgn sesape mrh,k??"

give me wings to fly

final exam is juz around da corner..

am i prepared??
i dun think so..

i juz can hope for da miracle to happen..

with all da hardwork, stay up n all..

less sleep, n more study!

dat's da aim!

hope so..

n yes,

wif all da supports n prayers..

people!!!

i need ur support!

blek kg laz weekend wuz a good moment..

my parents r always thre for the support n prayers..

i need wings to fly..

can i have da wings, people??!!

i'm not dat strong rite now..

i dun need u to hurt me,

but i need u for the support!

dat's all!

si sengal

name chipmunk ni kookoo...

tupai sy yg bg..

sy syg tupai sy..

tp die slalu sengal..

smlm team ARSENGAL die klh ngn my team, MAN U..

kepuasan hati sgt..ske2..hheh

dsebabkn team sengal die klh, die pun agak sengal arini..

si sengal sgt kuat jelez..

arini xpasl2 kne sound..huk3..

cdeyh2..

tp die try utk kurangkn kesengalan die..

tho sy yg cr psl arini..(kot la)

he admits his mistake

sbb die xnk sy sdeyh

n dat's y i luv si sengal..

no matter how sengal he is,

i'll try to take care of him..

insyaallah..

setahun yg indah

dlu, ble ckp psl couple..
dorhh!!borink2..xde freedom!
n even dh nekad xkn couple smpi abez blaja..
mse kat tkc dlu, siap bet ngn room8, spe couple dlu..haha
tp berjaye thn smpi abez skola..
anti-couple!
tp...
ble dh abez skola, rse cm nk plak!
pelik2..n kbtulan ade si die yg mmnuhi syarat2..
huahua..xtaw nape..tercouple jua akhirnye..
n today, ckup stahun dh..
our 1st anniversary..
it has been a great moment with him..
i learned lots of things about guys..
@ girls' school, nothing much that we cn know bout guys..
we've gone through many things togeda..
ssh, sng,, everythg..
he's been a great supporter..
he's always there when i need him..
n now i think i've found my mr. perfect.
he's not perfect, but he's good enough for me..
i dun think i would dare to lose him
n find someone else..

no way!!insyaallah..heh
i really hope dat we cn have a happy ending..
but it's kinda frustrating
because people that make us to be at this point are no longer togeda
guys, i really hope dat all of us could have happy ending..
thanx for da good deed n pray for our happiness..
n to my mr. perfect, luv u soo much!ooops!

miz this moment..hope to have it again..

(with pyan n zan also)

thanx guys..heh

wish for a happy ending..amin..

bestest bufday~

I do believe in happy ending.heh

19th bufday??

it might b the lst time to hv my bufday here as a teenager if I happen to go to Canada diz year..

n yet, it has been two years for not clebrating bufday with my bufdaymate, my own syster!!

then ,who shud I choose??

frenz or family?

i've given opportunity to choose, n guess who I chose??

FMLY!!baek x?haha

on saturday, my systa ajk g tgk muvee with her husband n 2 bdk nkl..

tgk muvee pe??GENG- upin ipin!!

haha..xleh blah gle, but criuzly, I had fun!!!

for a Malay animated muvee, I can give 8/10.

pecah prot tgk!!haha

at nite, counttdown for my bufday..

siyes cuak nk taw spe yg first person wish..haha

as expected, Topek was officially da 1st person yg wish coz it's sharp at 12..

tho rmi maen tpu wish minutes before through Ym, msg, etc..haha

i slept around 4a.m, not only melayan frenz yg kol, but also siapkn LAN assignment!

haha, xleh blah, bufday pun kne wat assignment..ish3

on Sunday, bgn awl coz kne tlg kat dapur..heh

most of da menu were my favourites..

laksa, pulut kuning,rojak buah,salsa,etc

n my favourite secret recipe cake!!-blueberry cheese-

m so hepi coz my sys allows me to choose da cake.Yay!!

but then, mase potong cake, ade ati dorunk suro i potong pulut kuning je..

kejam2!!they said nnt kat canada xde pulut kuning..haha

evrythg seems to go well, but I think da celebration is for my sys act.

her frenz keep on coming till nite but none of my frenz were there.

coz i expected dat it'll b only for my family..

the worst thing is my sys din send me back in the evening as wht she has promised..

gle sdeyh coz i wanna b with my frenz asap.

it was raining heavily, n i reached casa a bit late.

smpi sha pun xjd dtg!!huk3

n even topek tbe2 cancel ckp xjd dtg!!

bengot gle, siyes hampeh!!panas gle arhh!!

smpi casa, tros ngadu kat wani, ckp topek xdtg!!huk3..

nk nanges je rase but then evrthyng turned out to b da other way round.

i wanted to kol topek, nk curse+mrh sgt2!!

suddenly wani tarik g living room n guess wut???

TOPEK is in front of me, wif a bufday cake!!

GOSH!!gle hampeh, kne smpi mcm ni..

criuzly, I dun expect it at all~

t'kjut beruk la i ckp smpi xtaw nk ckp pe la.

ni sume keje Wani n Hani, my dear housemates..

n yet, i've da 2nd celebration with frenz..

diz time secrt recipe blueberry cake!!

glo arhh,, mkn blueberry cake je..yummy2!!haha

criuzly, mmg terharu gle arh, wif da gifts, stuffs..

topek gv me a swatch watch n adidas t-shirt..mmg pokai la die afta diz..haha

n hani gv me a frame, tp dh letak our pic,hhu.

farihin, choclte, sje nk gmokkn i

n wani, da surprise was da best gift i think..eheh

n to all, thanx for da wishes n evrythg that make myy bufday as da best at diz moment.

THANX a LOT!!

to my dear PHOENIX sisters, thanx for still remembering my bufday

special for sha n aness, korg at 1st mmg sengal gle..

nseb baek xlupe nk wish, but not having u around is waaay differnt!!

miss u guys a lot!!

n not to forget, my starters n juniors esp. yg struggle wish gune public fon..ahaha

n my wishes for da 19th bufday:

-nk gmok sket, xnk pimples dh(tho i rse cm b'tmbh je)

-nk jage my beloved ones baek2

-wanna b a better person, lg solehah, xtggl solat,nk pki bju yg decent sket..eheh

-lastly, nk study leklok!!xmaw maen2 dh..huk3

where's my badak??

i'm not hepi right now..

everything seems to be wrong..

i feel sad now, my beloved ones are with me, but no all..

among all, i miz my best buddy, where now i found her to be my bestest buddy forever.

not having her around is like losing her forever..

criuzly, it's hard to have bestfrenz but it's easy to lose them..

i don wanna lose her, but we seem to be far away day by day..

i know she's so depressed rite now with studies n stuff, but i havent see her yet..

we shud have a girl-talk by now, as what we always do..

but now, we have it rarely..

i've lots of things to share with her, n also, i'm in a big DEPRESSION too..

i may feel better if i share my probs with her

I used to call her badak air bulat n she calls me cicak kobing menggerutu..

hahahahhhahhahah..

it's funny, aite??

the titles are based on our appearances during school time..

but now i juz call her badak coz she's getting slimmer n hotter..eheh

we keep on teasing each other n none of us hurt of that..

we shared happy moments together n gossips,etc..

we shared everythg, including our secrets..

our friendship is full of laughters n even tears..

criuzly, i miss every single moment with her,especially during school time..

we had a great moment in TKC n afta SPM life..

not only with her but also other frenz..

ANESS, BEE, NQ, CHETEN, n PHOENIXs!!

it's different here.

i can't find another badak, n she's da one n only..

no one can replace her!!

SHA, I MIZ U SOOO MUCH!!

i've lots n lots of things to tell u..

i don't wanna lose u, my dear..

i wish to have u around on my bufday..

huk3..cn it be possible?

miss PHOENIX gell2!!

wah!!reunion??!

kepingin bangat maw jumpa teman2..

i miss PHOENIX sgt2 n reunion wud b da best moment..

n we had it yesterday @ midval.. i wuz with alia from subang n for da 1st time we took a bus.

ni la mse nk blaja naek bus kat kl ni..haha.not bad compred to kom..

n yet,as expected we're late!!hu3..we miz da 1st session, which is mkn..hu3..xpe2..

smpi2 tros g tmpt bowling..wah!!xcited sgt nk jumpe frenz..

as usual, jumpe cnfrm kecoh punye la..FARAW!!!!hahahha

gle best!!kcoh siot, smpi sume org pndg2!!

n da best part wuz bowling time!!haha

masing2 nk tunjuk skill n ade yg bru nk blaja.xkesah la, asl njoy..

yg dtg around 12 so we decided to hv two grups.

but how to divide da grups??n guess wut??

lattalilatlailililattamplom!!haha.men lattalilat la plak!!lwk gell!! malu gle, kuat kowt!!

tp smpi sok pun xabez, so last2 ikut color tudung..kbtulan rmi pki tudung black.

so now we have colorful n black teams!!

i wuz in black team, but short of 1, so trik eva msok our team..

fuuh,,smgt gle nk maen tp cuak coz skill dh berakarat!!haha

n yup, starting hancor gle..haha..sume kobar nk support tp asyik longkg n jatuh 1 pin je..

siyes hancor, tp kcoh je lebih..spirit2!!evryone wuz cheering for da team..

like old times..rindu cheer mase kat coll!!SIYES!!

sume cm xkesah people around us.xcited cheer n jerit smpi skt tekak!!

n BOOO another team..dh lame x kcu boo n dat time mlpaskn rindu membuli boo skali..

asyik gelak smpi tergolek-golek..kami sgt KECOH!!

sume org pndg n siap ade a group of people ni cm nk lwn ktorg bwat bsg. PEHAL??!!

starting team colorful leading, but then da black team managed to buck up..

n here, da arise of da black team!!haha

i dh ok, n pioneer to have strike..n 'badi' is passed to cheten!!yeah!!

da spirit passes along n we, da black team WON!!!

hahah..to those who were in da colorful team, nxt time practice sket eh..

nnt klh, kne BOOOOO..hahahha

had fun @bowling, n then g mkn!!alia n me xmkn since pg..lpr heck!!

otw tron, jumpe jun2!!haha..ambek ksmptn, buli jun2..

suro dorunk ambek pics..wawa..xleh blah kot..tp x consider as buli kot.minx tolong je.haha

mkn @laksa shack, but not all..coz afta bowling, rmi dh nk blah..

including my badak, sha yg sume org ckp die dh kuros!!

mmg btol pun..SHA DH KUROS SGT!!!haha

afta mkn, jln2, shopping sket..

before blek, again mkn tp @ secret recipe..mkn kek je..

kat SR pun nk wat havoc gk, lwk gle, but still under control..

siyesly, we had fun togeda..sdeh sgt mase nk blek..

tho xrpt sgt pun mase kat coll dlu, tp ble jumpe, rse rindu gle..xrpt pun rse rpt gak!!

i realised dat da bond between PHOENIXs is strong!!

i miz u guys lyke hell n looking forward for our nxt reunion..

a bigger one, whre evryone cn come..rindu sgt!!huk3