si sengal

name chipmunk ni kookoo...

tupai sy yg bg..

sy syg tupai sy..

tp die slalu sengal..

smlm team ARSENGAL die klh ngn my team, MAN U..

kepuasan hati sgt..ske2..hheh

dsebabkn team sengal die klh, die pun agak sengal arini..

si sengal sgt kuat jelez..

arini xpasl2 kne sound..huk3..

cdeyh2..

tp die try utk kurangkn kesengalan die..

tho sy yg cr psl arini..(kot la)

he admits his mistake

sbb die xnk sy sdeyh

n dat's y i luv si sengal..

no matter how sengal he is,

i'll try to take care of him..

insyaallah..

setahun yg indah

dlu, ble ckp psl couple..
dorhh!!borink2..xde freedom!
n even dh nekad xkn couple smpi abez blaja..
mse kat tkc dlu, siap bet ngn room8, spe couple dlu..haha
tp berjaye thn smpi abez skola..
anti-couple!
tp...
ble dh abez skola, rse cm nk plak!
pelik2..n kbtulan ade si die yg mmnuhi syarat2..
huahua..xtaw nape..tercouple jua akhirnye..
n today, ckup stahun dh..
our 1st anniversary..
it has been a great moment with him..
i learned lots of things about guys..
@ girls' school, nothing much that we cn know bout guys..
we've gone through many things togeda..
ssh, sng,, everythg..
he's been a great supporter..
he's always there when i need him..
n now i think i've found my mr. perfect.
he's not perfect, but he's good enough for me..
i dun think i would dare to lose him
n find someone else..

no way!!insyaallah..heh
i really hope dat we cn have a happy ending..
but it's kinda frustrating
because people that make us to be at this point are no longer togeda
guys, i really hope dat all of us could have happy ending..
thanx for da good deed n pray for our happiness..
n to my mr. perfect, luv u soo much!ooops!

miz this moment..hope to have it again..

(with pyan n zan also)

thanx guys..heh

wish for a happy ending..amin..

bestest bufday~

I do believe in happy ending.heh

19th bufday??

it might b the lst time to hv my bufday here as a teenager if I happen to go to Canada diz year..

n yet, it has been two years for not clebrating bufday with my bufdaymate, my own syster!!

then ,who shud I choose??

frenz or family?

i've given opportunity to choose, n guess who I chose??

FMLY!!baek x?haha

on saturday, my systa ajk g tgk muvee with her husband n 2 bdk nkl..

tgk muvee pe??GENG- upin ipin!!

haha..xleh blah gle, but criuzly, I had fun!!!

for a Malay animated muvee, I can give 8/10.

pecah prot tgk!!haha

at nite, counttdown for my bufday..

siyes cuak nk taw spe yg first person wish..haha

as expected, Topek was officially da 1st person yg wish coz it's sharp at 12..

tho rmi maen tpu wish minutes before through Ym, msg, etc..haha

i slept around 4a.m, not only melayan frenz yg kol, but also siapkn LAN assignment!

haha, xleh blah, bufday pun kne wat assignment..ish3

on Sunday, bgn awl coz kne tlg kat dapur..heh

most of da menu were my favourites..

laksa, pulut kuning,rojak buah,salsa,etc

n my favourite secret recipe cake!!-blueberry cheese-

m so hepi coz my sys allows me to choose da cake.Yay!!

but then, mase potong cake, ade ati dorunk suro i potong pulut kuning je..

kejam2!!they said nnt kat canada xde pulut kuning..haha

evrythg seems to go well, but I think da celebration is for my sys act.

her frenz keep on coming till nite but none of my frenz were there.

coz i expected dat it'll b only for my family..

the worst thing is my sys din send me back in the evening as wht she has promised..

gle sdeyh coz i wanna b with my frenz asap.

it was raining heavily, n i reached casa a bit late.

smpi sha pun xjd dtg!!huk3

n even topek tbe2 cancel ckp xjd dtg!!

bengot gle, siyes hampeh!!panas gle arhh!!

smpi casa, tros ngadu kat wani, ckp topek xdtg!!huk3..

nk nanges je rase but then evrthyng turned out to b da other way round.

i wanted to kol topek, nk curse+mrh sgt2!!

suddenly wani tarik g living room n guess wut???

TOPEK is in front of me, wif a bufday cake!!

GOSH!!gle hampeh, kne smpi mcm ni..

criuzly, I dun expect it at all~

t'kjut beruk la i ckp smpi xtaw nk ckp pe la.

ni sume keje Wani n Hani, my dear housemates..

n yet, i've da 2nd celebration with frenz..

diz time secrt recipe blueberry cake!!

glo arhh,, mkn blueberry cake je..yummy2!!haha

criuzly, mmg terharu gle arh, wif da gifts, stuffs..

topek gv me a swatch watch n adidas t-shirt..mmg pokai la die afta diz..haha

n hani gv me a frame, tp dh letak our pic,hhu.

farihin, choclte, sje nk gmokkn i

n wani, da surprise was da best gift i think..eheh

n to all, thanx for da wishes n evrythg that make myy bufday as da best at diz moment.

THANX a LOT!!

to my dear PHOENIX sisters, thanx for still remembering my bufday

special for sha n aness, korg at 1st mmg sengal gle..

nseb baek xlupe nk wish, but not having u around is waaay differnt!!

miss u guys a lot!!

n not to forget, my starters n juniors esp. yg struggle wish gune public fon..ahaha

n my wishes for da 19th bufday:

-nk gmok sket, xnk pimples dh(tho i rse cm b'tmbh je)

-nk jage my beloved ones baek2

-wanna b a better person, lg solehah, xtggl solat,nk pki bju yg decent sket..eheh

-lastly, nk study leklok!!xmaw maen2 dh..huk3

where's my badak??

i'm not hepi right now..

everything seems to be wrong..

i feel sad now, my beloved ones are with me, but no all..

among all, i miz my best buddy, where now i found her to be my bestest buddy forever.

not having her around is like losing her forever..

criuzly, it's hard to have bestfrenz but it's easy to lose them..

i don wanna lose her, but we seem to be far away day by day..

i know she's so depressed rite now with studies n stuff, but i havent see her yet..

we shud have a girl-talk by now, as what we always do..

but now, we have it rarely..

i've lots of things to share with her, n also, i'm in a big DEPRESSION too..

i may feel better if i share my probs with her

I used to call her badak air bulat n she calls me cicak kobing menggerutu..

hahahahhhahhahah..

it's funny, aite??

the titles are based on our appearances during school time..

but now i juz call her badak coz she's getting slimmer n hotter..eheh

we keep on teasing each other n none of us hurt of that..

we shared happy moments together n gossips,etc..

we shared everythg, including our secrets..

our friendship is full of laughters n even tears..

criuzly, i miss every single moment with her,especially during school time..

we had a great moment in TKC n afta SPM life..

not only with her but also other frenz..

ANESS, BEE, NQ, CHETEN, n PHOENIXs!!

it's different here.

i can't find another badak, n she's da one n only..

no one can replace her!!

SHA, I MIZ U SOOO MUCH!!

i've lots n lots of things to tell u..

i don't wanna lose u, my dear..

i wish to have u around on my bufday..

huk3..cn it be possible?

miss PHOENIX gell2!!

wah!!reunion??!

kepingin bangat maw jumpa teman2..

i miss PHOENIX sgt2 n reunion wud b da best moment..

n we had it yesterday @ midval.. i wuz with alia from subang n for da 1st time we took a bus.

ni la mse nk blaja naek bus kat kl ni..haha.not bad compred to kom..

n yet,as expected we're late!!hu3..we miz da 1st session, which is mkn..hu3..xpe2..

smpi2 tros g tmpt bowling..wah!!xcited sgt nk jumpe frenz..

as usual, jumpe cnfrm kecoh punye la..FARAW!!!!hahahha

gle best!!kcoh siot, smpi sume org pndg2!!

n da best part wuz bowling time!!haha

masing2 nk tunjuk skill n ade yg bru nk blaja.xkesah la, asl njoy..

yg dtg around 12 so we decided to hv two grups.

but how to divide da grups??n guess wut??

lattalilatlailililattamplom!!haha.men lattalilat la plak!!lwk gell!! malu gle, kuat kowt!!

tp smpi sok pun xabez, so last2 ikut color tudung..kbtulan rmi pki tudung black.

so now we have colorful n black teams!!

i wuz in black team, but short of 1, so trik eva msok our team..

fuuh,,smgt gle nk maen tp cuak coz skill dh berakarat!!haha

n yup, starting hancor gle..haha..sume kobar nk support tp asyik longkg n jatuh 1 pin je..

siyes hancor, tp kcoh je lebih..spirit2!!evryone wuz cheering for da team..

like old times..rindu cheer mase kat coll!!SIYES!!

sume cm xkesah people around us.xcited cheer n jerit smpi skt tekak!!

n BOOO another team..dh lame x kcu boo n dat time mlpaskn rindu membuli boo skali..

asyik gelak smpi tergolek-golek..kami sgt KECOH!!

sume org pndg n siap ade a group of people ni cm nk lwn ktorg bwat bsg. PEHAL??!!

starting team colorful leading, but then da black team managed to buck up..

n here, da arise of da black team!!haha

i dh ok, n pioneer to have strike..n 'badi' is passed to cheten!!yeah!!

da spirit passes along n we, da black team WON!!!

hahah..to those who were in da colorful team, nxt time practice sket eh..

nnt klh, kne BOOOOO..hahahha

had fun @bowling, n then g mkn!!alia n me xmkn since pg..lpr heck!!

otw tron, jumpe jun2!!haha..ambek ksmptn, buli jun2..

suro dorunk ambek pics..wawa..xleh blah kot..tp x consider as buli kot.minx tolong je.haha

mkn @laksa shack, but not all..coz afta bowling, rmi dh nk blah..

including my badak, sha yg sume org ckp die dh kuros!!

mmg btol pun..SHA DH KUROS SGT!!!haha

afta mkn, jln2, shopping sket..

before blek, again mkn tp @ secret recipe..mkn kek je..

kat SR pun nk wat havoc gk, lwk gle, but still under control..

siyesly, we had fun togeda..sdeh sgt mase nk blek..

tho xrpt sgt pun mase kat coll dlu, tp ble jumpe, rse rindu gle..xrpt pun rse rpt gak!!

i realised dat da bond between PHOENIXs is strong!!

i miz u guys lyke hell n looking forward for our nxt reunion..

a bigger one, whre evryone cn come..rindu sgt!!huk3

phy+calculus+eng4u=stress+unstable emotion

yeah..life has to go on..no matter how happy or stress u r..
physics+calculus+eng4U=stress+unstable emotion. dat's my conclusion for now..

i've screwd up my 1st phy test yesterday n again i've to walk back to casa, instead of taking bus..da bus is too late n we decided to walk..wah, ari2 bgini, b'tmbh kuros la sy!! exercise scr xlgsung..heh.. dh byk ari jln kaki, polis trafik pun dh knl kowt!!haish..
smpi casa, pnat yg melampau..i din do any homework but i juz sleep!!pnat+tension!!
n da worst thing is i still cannot get my latest calculus lesson!!siyes lembap!!i still can't afford to love math n m not in da mood of having such thing in my life..how can i love math, n even calculus??i din score for my advanced function n calculus cn b said as my last hope to fly..evry subject plays a big role for my future..evrythg..i can't accept da fact dat i failed my pre-U..
no, it's a big "NO"..i'm gonna b in a huge pressure, from my fmly esp. i can predict wut will they say if i din score well.."tu la, sape suro tkr course..ambek medic xnk!!dh dpt, pg pndi2 tkr plak!! now xdpt fly, PADAN MUKE!!!" i'm sure i'll b hearing diz kind of thing..huk3.. i need some time n space to get myself into a comfortable state, whre i manage to overcome all da obstacles coming n always in da study mood. i've to b strong,put more effort, less njoy+hangouts n more FOCUS!!!i knew it, but y i can't make it true?? owh PPL, plz give me strength to b better diz semester..i have to fly!!i want my dreams to come true..it's frustrating when u dissapoint ur beloved ones n even urself, aite??n so do i..oleh itu, sy kne brubah!!!ye, itu sdh pasti!!
MAKE A WISH, MAKE A CHANGE!!!-TRANSFORMATION-

hari yg indah

i had a great weekend with my frenz : Nq, B, kulai, syami n my mr T of course..triple date in genting.. afta quite a long time we din hang out 2geda n dat wuz da bestest at diz moment.. like old times, but not really, n it's even better..1st time during ppm 07 n dat annot b cnsdred as d8 coz not all of us r in a relationship..but diz time da best thing is i wuz not alone like last time. me n nq were from subang n we had to meet up @cntrl..as wut they hv expected, we're l8.. bgn lmbt kot, but not really act..in gombak, we got 12pm bus. it's too l8 so wedcded to tke cabs to skyway. over budget la plak!!hhaish..diz is whre da best part began:

dunno y but evryone wuz not as cool as b4..kecuakan n nervous melande..n cable car bwat hal. stucked in between..my 1st experience of stopping in da middle..cuak seyh..but not me..others..haha..OUTDOOR!!! as usual. try da swing 1st!!mende wajib for warming up..haha.

afta dat, Cyclone!!!my greatest fear when i wuz kid!!shot!!takut!!xmaw naek!!huk3..plus, last time pic burok hell, smpi kne gelak ngan sume org..Geli perut dowh!n as expected, pic "cun" teramat!! gosh..nsb baek diz time ade geng..syami n nq pun klakar siot..haaha..but then, nmaruah dtebus mase roller coaster..cool gle..'ala..roller coaster x rase pape la..cnfrm bez!!criuz" heh..again, kecukan melande..n da pic showed it all..i'm da coolest i guess.. with a big smile to da camera..yes2!!sume jelez..hhaha..tp kulai muke bleh bwat poster kot, cool gle..xleh blah!! next thg is Space shot (solero)..hahah..takut!!cuak!!siyes xmaw naek!!tp ksian topek coz he nvr tried dat b4. i shud accomponied him but i dun hv da strength..dh q, tp kuar blek!!haha..x sggup!!geli perut teramat!!huk3..n last2 da three musketeers nk tunjuk macho..klakar siot xspecially syami..'tangan aku b'peluh', jeritnye..haha..smpi org bwah bleh dgr..nq, b n me terbahak2 gelak kat bwh..u guys wre damn funny!!haha..we tried many games diz time coz not many people wre thre..evryone njoy da momnt to da fullest..Spiderman is da best!!haha.like it sooo much!! coal mining train best,part geli perut skali je..tp lupe nk ckp kat nq n syami, n dorunk cm mrh..haha. afta dat dat dh xcaye wtv i said bout any games. smpi ajk naek flying dragon pun takut!!haha.. FD wuz my fav whn i wuz young..xgeli perut tp cm ganaz sket..we tied twice but nq n syami only joined us durg da 2nd time..syami klakar gle..xabez2 takut!!nq is even better..haha..penyu2.. tp topek always cool tho it's his 1st time..COnCLUSION: njoy sgt!!

INDOOR: not all games we ride 2geda..pening pale afta tgk 3d muvee..gle sket..afta a while, dh ok blek..jln2 n continued riding lots of games..at 1st wnted to play bowlg but we din hav enough time..so muvee saje la...'Body of Lies'...syami punye choice..n like usual, his choice mmg hampeh n bleh diingat smpi ble2..cte boring gle..fell asleep afta 5 minutes..uish..rugi saje..wtv it is, we really njoyed da trip..it's fun coz with frenz n da beluved one..heh..n on sun evrythg is over.. B n Nq went back..n i'm gonna miz 'em so much!!m looking forward for da nxt trip!! cameron>>fraser's hill>>pangkor>>genting???hahah..it's still early to think of..n i hope our relationship will last forever..the bond between friends is strong but with some mistakes, it can break easily..luv u guys!!